Thursday, February 10, 2005

Closing a chapter

Finally. The ex dude is here for a visit...we've taken him all over the place and played tour guides (more on that later). It';s all going great. Easy going freindship thing, for the most part. couple minor slip ups into slightly uncomfortable territory; but any conflicts get resolved fairly fast without undue fuss.

Tonight, we finally managed to tell his parents that we are getting a divorce.

A few days ago, we agreed its time to actually get started filing for divorce, after several years of separation, and both of us being in serious relationships with others.

I don't know how i feel. I feel little. Telling the in laws had been a major want of mine...and a major fear. When the ex and i split, i was far more anxious over the thoguht of saying goodbye to his family then worry about what would happen to him and i. Guess thats normal; we'd both had time to adjust, and we knew we would sort things out to a good friendship.

But I'm worried it will be hard for the family to do the same.

I want to make them stay right where they were in my life. but know it is inevitable that things will change alot from here on in.

I feel lost.

And I'm glad it's done.

2 comments:

unfoldingsoul said...

*hug*

Change? Sure, but every relationship is constantly changing and evolving.

Try not to worry too much hun. You're pretty f**kin' far from forgettable. ;)

Davonshire said...

ain't that the truth =) *hugs*